My public library had this yaoi… yeah, seriously. I noticed it because it was in the NEW! section of the adult graphic novels. I don’t exactly know how the purchasing decisions get made at the library, but I can’t help but think that maybe, in this case, someone thought they were buying something else. Because, why, of all the yaoi out there, did the library decide on this one?
Ten Count is billed as the story of someone with OCD, Shirotani, who falls in love with his therapist, Kurose. I don’t know a lot about OCD, but a quick scan at the Wikipedia entry on it, tells me what Shirotani really is, is probably more of a germaphobe who has an intense desire to wash his hands. Outside of the hand washing, there doesn’t seem to be any other kind of repetitive thinking or need to obsessively check things.
The therapist meets Shirotani by accident, when he leaps in to save the president of Shirotani’s company from a car accident. Shirotani has guilt about this because he feels if only he could have touched the car handle maybe he could have warned the president of the impending car crash himself. So when the president wants Shirotani to hunt down Kurose t in order to thank him properly, Shirotani is all over that.
Kurose is a weird one, though.
For a long time I wasn’t sure he was really a doctor. There a moment when Shirotani shows up at the clinic when Kurose is working late, and I totally expected the big reveal to be that Kurose was just the secretary or the janitor.
But, apparently, he’s a real therapist, though mostly works with kids.
When Kurose and Shirotani (oh… I see it now, they’re like black & white! D’oh!) meet up, Kurose is like “I see you are OCD. How about, I give you free therapy, and you be my ‘friend.'”
Shirotani is a little taken aback by this, but, dude has the kind of serious medical issue that keeps him from having a lot of friends himself so he agrees. Cue: romance.
The title of the manga comes from the list that Kurose wants Shirotani to write, a list from 1 to 10 of the things he absolutely hates to do, with one being the least awful and ten being unthinkable. Shirotani can’t think of the worst thing, but Kurose is very intense yet casual about it, and says, “You can tell me that one later.” This tenth thing becomes a kind of promise between them.
A lot of the early volumes are Shirotani making little break-throughs on the things on his list. Most of them, unsurprisingly, happen because Shirotani really wants to impress Kurose. Several times, he goes too far, and ends up collapsing, like the time they try to take the train to a restaurant.
Luckily, you have a strong man to catch you.
At least once, after this point, Kurose leans in like maybe he wants to kiss Shirotani, but then pulls back last minute either citing some bullsh*t reason like, “Oh, I thought there was something on your eyelash” or complete honesty, “Well, since you can’t drink water out of someone else’s cup, no way we can swap spit.” (last part is paraphrasing, of course.)
Kurose has fairly sh*tty boundaries, all while talking the talk of consent. Shirotani explicitly says, “Don’t, that’s gross,” more than once, and Kurose is like, “Yeah, except, you can keep your pants on so you can handle it, right?” To which Shirotani ALWAYS capitulates and demurs. Since a lot of this stuff happens when he’s aroused and Kurose has already used that classic “If you continue to see me, I can’t promise I can control my desire to touch you” line, this could be very triggering for some people.
Because… is it “therapy” or is that dubious consent? You can be the judge.
Of course, being a well known pervert, I liked it.
My only squick in the entire thing is the couple of very odd moments when Kurose says things like, “Oh, with your hair down you look childish. You should wear it that way all the time.” Shirotani is even like, “Um, childish? At our age, shouldn’t you say ‘younger’?”
THIS DOCTOR WORKS WITH CHILDREN. CHILDREN YOUNG ENOUGH TO GET CANDY TREATS AFTER APPOINTMENTS. RED FLAG! RED FLAG! CRIMSON! LAVA-COLORED!!! DANGER! DANGER! BACK AWAY SLOWLY!!!
If only Takarai-sensei could have just skipped those couple of moments, I would have been pretty enamored of this series. You know me, gentle reader, I love me a slow burn with a kinky twist. Ten Count is totally gearing up to be that. In fact, when the third volume ends, Kurose is introducing Shirotani to the idea of a butt plug….
AND Takarai-sensei has these asides at the volume endings, which make it sound like she’s studying up on BDSM relationships, which… well, that would be right up my alley.
BUT… I don’t know. Baka-Updates tells me that Ten Count is up to five published volumes. I suspect that my interest in this is only casual enough that I will read them if the library continues to buy them, but I’m not sure I want to seek out the scanlations.
Anyone else reading this one? Got any idea why my library thought it was popular or “important” enough to purchase?